Poem from the Rooftop - June 19, 2009   Thursday, July 02, 2009


Photo by Chris Itz
IV.7.1.




Hear (and read) the poem from the rooftop here

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pKUZuv6_bus

Having heard, do not forget.



Meanwhile, our own efforts for the week include:


John Engles
Instances of Blood in Iowa

Me
quineceanera

Japanese Death Poems by 9 Haiku Masters

Alex Stolis
Within your reach
Color me impressed


Me
green and purple pills
behind the green door
nonsense
Aii! Neda


Jimmy Carter
Alkways a Reckoning

Barbara Moore
Ice cream sundae blues
Note on freezer door


Me
stringbean

Sidney Wade
Monosonnets

Me
thinking about places i liked to go that have shut down in the past 12 months

Christopher T. George
Yoria Macedonia

Allen Ginsberg
Multiple Identity Questionnaire

Norman Anderson
Summer 1970

Me
dreams of wet

Pierre Martory
The Landscape is Behind the Door

Me
the magic flute

Wakter Durk
Disappearig

Sonia Sanchez
Dancing
Song

Ten untitled short pieces

Me
& that's it


More of me than usual this week. Think of it as an overstocked sale.








I'm starting this week with a poem by John Engles, a poet I don't believe I've read before. The poem is from Engles' book Sinking Creek, published by The Lyons Press in 1998.

Engles was 76 years old when he died in June, 2007. He was a professor at St. Michael's College for 45 years. His book, Walking to Cootehill, was a Pulitzer finalist.



Instances of Blood in Iowa

     1

That year at Iowa there were with me
Calvin and Veronica and Karl
and Gail, each thinking we loved the other - not
that it matters now, for Calvin leaped

from the cliffs at Palomar, and broke, and died
on the sharp screes at the base, and I
am as slow to memory as to love:
of Gail, Veronica and Karl I no longer know.

     2

I make a picture of that year:
the engraving shows
the locks at Keokuk, about to close
on a black barge; a yellow mist;

and overhead, too high
in the orders of memory to clearly see
and give a name to, a giant bird
hanging in the sky, wings wide.

     3

I try remembering how blood
beat in my wrist the day I stared
at the fat model, whose big breasts
were the first that I'd seen bare,
or the night I chanced on Veronica,
surprised, transparent, naked
as a ghost upon the stairs, clutching
a white cloth to her chest. But when I tried

to make of picture out of this
the burin leaped in my hand, and cleanly
tor the palm - whereupon the proof
displayed itself: red meat and yellow fat,

the white shine of the mortal bone before
blood welled and streamed
onto the copper plate, and dried.

     4

Once, when I asked him why it was
he bothered to write poems, Karl sighed,
laid wrist to pale forehead, closed
his eyes, and cried: Because I must!

Blood deeply etched
the plate. For days
I scraped away at the dried crusts
with a palette knife, and meantime tried

to get my belly flat with fasting, but
it broke me, every time. One day I woke up
still full of blood and fat,
and was briefly considered for Suez,
though in the end, Ike spared my life
to such mean evidence of breath as this,
beyond which circumstance
not much. The ruined plate
I sailed far

into the woods. The nameless model hides
her breasts, like Veronica, and holds
a supine pose, all thigh and mottled
buttock. My hand is scarred. It shows.

     5

As for the rest:
I mostly think of Calvin
who gives me back the lean and distant look
from far beyond return of favor for

the night he wrestled down drunk
crazy Karl, who'd run
a bread knife through my hand, with one
knee held him there, and took

my wrists and turned my hand palm-up,
his fingers streaming with my blood, his feet
in blood, blood everywhere. And I
still can and do

largely mourn for Calvin, who is dead,
and carried with him everything we knew -
how in the last good days of that last year
we nearly fled,
took to the boats, jumped ship
in Borneo, stayed drunk
in Peleleu, but in the end
did not. Blood leaps

in my wrists. I think
of Calvin with his arms like wings
stretched wide to hold him steady
to and air, and I

am standing on the sharp, receptive rocks
and looking up, the cold sea
at my feet, and he -
to hight to clearly name

in the last free instant, arms wide,
hanging there.








There was a big event recently, two actually, my wife Dora's birthday and my youngest niece's Quinceanera.

I'd been to several Quinceanera celebrations previously, usually for a cousin's, aunt-in-law's, grandmother's hairdresser's neighbor's daughter who I had not seen before and have not seen since.

It's amazing how much more fun it is when the celebration is for someone you actually know and care about.



quinceanera

June 20 -
D's birthday
and my niece's
quinceanera - in Hispanic culture,
the coming of age ceremony for
girls on their fifteenth birthday

as Padrinos de la Tiara,
D and i will do our part in the ceremony
by placing a crown on the head
of our Princess for a Day - i proposed
the frisbee method of placement
and still think it would be impressive
if we could do it from our second-row pew

but was overruled
as strict orders from the Princess
that Uncle Allen
to be kept on a short leash
were enforced

we will be going to the dance
after the ceremony
and i have been informed that
it being a dance, i will dance,
an activity certain to bring some measure
of entertainment to the evening, something
like watching a three-legged elephant
do the tango on a trampoline

~~~~~~~~~~

given the dueling priorities today,
we decided we won't acknowledge
D's birthday until next weekend
when we'll head out
to Marble Falls for couple of days by the river,
the discussion remaining as to whether
these couple of days will be spent
at a bed and breakfast
or a regular hotel

D
being an only daughter
with six brothers
always had bathroom priority,
while, growing up one of a family of guys,
I always had to struggle to keep my place
in line at the bathroom door

meaning that
while D sees bed and breakfast places
as quaint and comfy,
i see them only as one more place
where i have to fight for the bathroom








I picked up an interesting book at the used book store this morning. The book, Japanese Death Poems, is a collection of "jisei", or death poems, traditionally meant to be written in the very last moments of the poet's life. The poets in this cbook are Zen Monks and Haiku poets.

I imagine I'm not alone in suspecting that most of these poets did not actually wait until engaged in their last gasp before writing these poems, however much tradition might demand otherwise.

The book is divided in two, one part Zen Monks and the other Haiku poets. This time, I've included only the Haiku poets. Next time I do the book, I'll do the monks.

I'll let you do your own Wikipedia search on the poets' names, beginning with one most readers will not have to look up.



Basho

Died in 1694 at the age of fifty-one

On a journey, ill:
my dream goes wandering
over withered fields


Gohei

Died in 1819

A lone paulownia leaf
falls through
pure autumn air.


Koha

Died in 1897

I cast the brush aside -
from here on I'll speak to the moon
face to face


Kizan

Died in 1786

Clouds drifting off:
the sight of
moonlit heavens.


Riei

Died in 1794 at the age of twenty-two

All freezes again -
among the pines, winds whispering
a prayer.


Sakyoku

Died in 1790 at the age of twenty-one

How sad...
amidst the flowers of the spring equinox
a journey deathward.


Saruo

Died in 1923 at the age of sixty-three

Cherry blossoms fall
on a half-eaten
dumpling.


Tembo

Died in 1823 at the age of eighty-three

I wish this body
might be dew in a field
of flowers.


Dohaku

Died in 1675

Cargoless,
bound heavenward,
ship of the moon.








Our friend Alex Stolis is a poet of the streets and neon lights and dark places and I love what he does.

These next poems are from a recent project of his. I think I might have used them before, but I don't care. I like them and this probably won't be the last time I use them either.



Within your reach

I'll steal the words from your mouth
make them my own
and when the last moment is wrung out

of the last drink, we can run headlong
in the same direction, follow the smoke sifting
its way under the door

then bookmark our thoughts,
pray for shadows and forget how to walk
in a straight line

because it's easier to believe the world is flat,
when you're broke and desperation becomes
the softest shoulder to lean on


Color me impressed

Alice Blue

waking up in Rapid City, hung over and bled white
she wanted to turn back the clock and make me
say I love you

Kelly Green

a punk rock Veronica Lake with black
fishnets and a loaded gun - we were long
dead before we even started drinking

Jade

lipstick traces and burnt coffee,
everything else went out the window
when she lost her nerve

Ruby

L.A.'s in a blackout, San Francisco
can't remember my name and she forgot
our alibi before the lights went up

Sandy Brown

Seventh Street entry and a blue eyed girl wasted
beyond her years - the last great pick up
line fell flat broke on the pavement








Next I have four poems, another inadvertent series, I wrote on successive days during the early parts of the recent uprising for democracy and freedom forces in Iran. As folks who read my stuff know, I don't often approach things directly in my poems, preferring to slip in while nobody's looking with the things truly on my mind. That's true of the first three of these poems, but not the last.



green and purple pills

for some reason
i woke up this morning
thinking of Ray Stephens,
specifically
his song about A-hab the A-rab
which is probably pretty insulting
to Arab peoples
unless they have a sense of humor
which
from what i read in the papers
isn't allowed
in most Arab countries

i'm not sure why this was the morning
of A-hab the A-rab
except maybe it was the disappointing election
in Iran
but that doesn't make sense
since Iranians, including that Abbarabadaba guy,
are Persians, not Arabs
so everything i'm thinking about this morning
is just plain stupid

(it amazes me the way other people can write
whole books of poems without saying something stupid
while it seems i have to say something stupid
at least once in every poem - oh, well, can't
let periodic stupid storms interfere with the
full expression of my art or whatever)

anyway
they're rioting in Iran today
which demonstrates how they're
such a primitive country
while we're so much more advanced
and how they should look to us
for guidance
on how to deal with stolen presidential
elections
since we had one of our own a few years back
and we didn't go rioting in the street
and causing trouble

we just wrote nasty poems
and fiery letters
to mostly disinterested newspaper editors...

stuff like that

or the Iranians could, maybe just zone out,
meditate,
seek their center,
remember that from adversity
comes strength...
someday...
some say...
or just listen to some good music,
find relief in Stephens' recommended
remedy for mental and physical distress -
"Jeremiah Peabody's Polyunsaturated
Quick-Dissolving,
Fast-Acting
Pleasant-Tasting
Green and Purple Pills"

worked for me


behind the green door

i found a dim, cool place
to sit this morning
with good old fifties rock and roll
overhead
and i'd be just as happy
to sit here and do nothing
but this is my poem of the day time
so a poem is expected

but what kind of a poem,
a poem about what?

not about the weather,
i'm sick of the weather, it's hot,
and that pretty much covers it, and

not about politics,
i'm sick of that as well,
sick of responding with a geyser
of stomach acid at every dumbass
right-wing kook crap i read or see or hear -
people who were so wrong about so much
for so long, you wonder where they get the nerve
to say anything at all, and see there i went again
responding, making me pretty much as dumbass
as they are, except i'm not getting paid for it

and not about global warming - what's to be said
that people don't already know, not counting
those people, like those during the middle ages
who kept their personal plague-infected flea circus
at home when thousands
all around were being carried from their houses
in plague-carts for burning, wrap themselves
in a reassuring cocoon of denial

not about what's going on in Iran - we hold our breath
and hope for the best, fearing that all those young faces
we see on TV, raising their hands and their hearts
against oppression, are, in fact, in the preliminary stages
of their own early death, as no tyrant can be felled solely
by good intentions, blood must flow, with, most often,
the blood of martyrs shed in causes that will not win

and not about urban renewal, though that would be
interesting, decline and renewal, different faces
of the same life process, could be, maybe is,
the subject of thousands of poems, but not mine
since i just don't feel up to it today and probably
couldn't justice anyway -

probably couldn't do justice to any of those deeper
urgings today, the fifties rock and roll overhead
has my soul and it's that moment i prefer to
remember, joining old friends like rocking robin meeting
ally oop and charlie brown behind the green door -

that's where i want to be...


nonsense

despite more protentous
events
shaking the world scene
i decided to write
a poem
this morning
about people who back
into parking spaces -
leave the portentous stuff
to people with more
portense

i never saw anyone
purposefully
back into a parking space
until about 15 years ago
when a fella who worked
for me did it all the time

he was from
New York City
so i figured oh well
backing into parking spaces
is just one of strange things
New York City people do

but in the last couple of years
i see more and more people backing
into parking spaces
at the grocery store
wherever
young men with hot rod racing flame decals
on their Honda Civics,
women with babies in their SUV's,
grannies
in ginormous three quarter ton pickups
all backing into their parking space,
guaranteeing
among other things
traffic confusion and pile up
as they try to negotiate into a parking space
backwards
and the fact that they'll be driving
in entirely the wrong way
on a one way
parking lot lane
when they drive out frontward

i not only don't get
why they do it
i also don't get why all of a sudden
so many people decided
they were supposed to do it -

was it something on the internet
or a traffic directive from state troopers
or another of those damn memos i missed
why
all of a sudden
are some many people doing something
that makes no sense all

but that's the point
so many do so much that makes no sense
at all, some for reasons silly
and some for reasons profound,
like the hundreds of thousands of people
in Iran, old people, young, men and women,
who, making no sense at all in a world of
self-centered gratification,
stand firm before the water canon, the rifle,
the tear gas, the might of state and official religiosity -

some day generations hence in Iran will owe all they have
to these nonsensical people just as we owe unpaid debts
to those people in our own history who, lacking
any common sense at all, stood firm against
the tyrannies of their time

so it is that just as we enjoy such freedoms as were
earned for us, some day Iranians will have their own freedoms
so tendentiously and tenaciously won -

not including in either country the right to screw up traffic flow
by backing into a supermarket parking space


aii! Neda

aii!
Neda
i watched you die

beautiful in life
your eyes

in this frantic moment
blank and unseeing

your blood
a crimson flood

on the thug
strewn streets
of your oppressor

aii!
Neda
i watched you die

one of many

seeing your damaged face
i see them all

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gdG0mpRvUqQ









This being the day before the 4th of July, I submit to patriotic fervor and present this poem from a fellow second-life poet, Jimmy Carter. It is the title poem from Carter's book Always a Reckoning, published by Random House in 1995.



Always a Reckoning

There always seemed to be a need
for reckoning in early days.
What came in equaled what went out
like oscillating ocean waves.
On the farm, our wages matched
the work we did in woods and fields,
how many acres plowed and hoed,
how much syrup was distilled,
how many pounds of cotton picked,
how much cordwood cut and stacked.
All things had to balance out.

I had a pony then that lacked
a way to work and pay her way,
except that every year of two
Lady had a colt we sold,
but still for less than what was due
to buy the fodder, hay and corn
she ate at times she couldn't be
on pasture.

        Neither feed nor colts
meant all that much that I could see,
but still there was a thing about
a creature staying on our place
that none of us could eat or plow,
did not give eggs, or even chase
a fox or rabbit, that was sure
to rile my father.

        We all knew
that Lady's giving me a ride
paid some on her debt, in lieu
of other ways - but there would be
some times I didn't get around
to riding in my off-work hours.
And I was sure, when Daddy frowned
at some mistake I might've made, he
would be asking when he could,
"How long since you rode Lady?"








Next I have two short poems by our New Yorker friend Barbara Moore.



ice cream sundae blues

here come the scammers
taking their noon break
scarfing fudge sundaes
man from the wheelchair
palsy pretender
woman whose line is
"please help me I"m blind"
ensconced in his chair
reading a horoscope mag
moving behind her
pushing one-handed
man tremorless walks

we locals, resigned
many coins lighter
eyes with dimmed interest
watch them eat ice cream
we don't expose them
won't blow that whistle
there but for dumb luck
with sprinkles on top




Note on freezer door

How many times can you tell yourself
all your mirrors lie
the dryer shrinks your underwear
the apology will come
things will turn round
the book will write itself?

Catch more sleep each night
Go easier on the ice cream
Stop waiting for Godot
Serenade yourself with song
Pump the music up loud
Dance, laugh, weep, remember

Then write it all down perfectly
in every imperfect detail








Iran isn't the only thing that's been in the news.

I wrote this next piece after the Republican senator from Nevada was outed on his infidelity, only to have the poem validated a week later by the Republican governor from South Carolin as he got caught in his Argentine adventure.



stringbean

string
bean
looking fella
in a cowboy
hat
and shit
kicker boots
sitting
across
from me
drinking
from a quart
carton
of 2% milk
reading some
kind of
technical looking
book with
graphs
and shit
and one hand
looking
paralyzed fingers
tight
against his palm
like Bob Dole
'cept this
fella
isn't holding
a pen
in this clenched
fingers
like Bob Dole
always
did
good ol'
guy
that Bob
Dole
might'a been
a fine presi
dent
if he hadn't
been Republican
and 143 years
old -
probably
wouldn't
a'been fucking
around with no
chubby
interns any
way
what is it
with politicians
and their dicks
anyway
like just another
one this
week
screwing around
love me
love
me
love me
they're all
saying
all the time
waving their
dicks
around
starting wars
or
screwing
women either
too young
or too
married
for any man
with good
sense
to mess with
i mean
put your dicks
back
in your pants
and
grow up
for christ's
sake
you're supposed
to be
running
the country
fool
not running
around
on your dearly
beloved
who ought to be
whopping
you
across the head
three or
four
times a day
till
you get it on
straight

fool








Next I have and interesting piece by Sidney Wade from his book, Stroke, published by Persea Books of New York in 2007.

Wade is the author of four previous poetry collections and has published translations from Turkish in numerous periodicals. She is Professor of English at the University of Florida in Gainesville.

I like these little "monosonnets." May try some myself sometime.



Monosonnets

Pity the Poor Orange

bald
white
orb

on
the
table
rests

it's
veined
membrane
exposed

flayed
for
zest

Adam and the Snake Prepare to Recite Some Verse

Snake
says

let's
go
mezmerize
some
pomes

Adam
says

I
prefer
to
mammarize
them

After the Flood, Frogs

assemble,
whirp
and
fart,
dissemble,
delve
and
prong,
prolonging
the
agglutinant
song
of
themselves

The Spontaneous Combustion of a Shopkeeper from Alcohol

He
mus
have
ignited
red
and
fast

the
crusty
knave
light
spirited
at
last

Stroke of Genius

windfall
display
of art

playing
a
signal
part

flaying
the
heart

of
indignant
enigma








I am a guy who likes his routine, that's for sure. Never though I was, but I am. No problem with that until environmental changes force a change in routine. I'm still dealing with one such challenge.




thinking about places i liked to go that have shut down in the past 12 months

i am a creature of routine -
my greatest excitement is when
everything works out
so that my routine is not interrupted

i take it as validation
that my path is true and karma-appropriate

like all creatures of routine,
part of my routine has to do with the places
where i routinely spend my time

places that lend
a sense of peace and feng shui orientation
conducive to writing things
i sometimes cleverly disguise
as poems

one unwelcome result of the flow
of business and life
over the past 12 months
is the loss to me of places
that had become essential to my routine,
places rich with karma and feng shui,
places where legions of trees could fall in the forest
and i would neither hear nor care

those places gone and
not likely to return,
i now ensconce myself at Borders in the morning,
quiet enough most times, other times, like today,
overcome by screaming children
and mothers so accustomed to the screams
of four-year-olds that they seem not to hear
as if their children were screaming in a forest
and they refused to hear so no one else would either

but even on the quiet days,
i feel so much older here, in the company of old men
who gather each day to curse the Democrats
and queers and others of similar radicalist bent -
how i miss the young girls at Ruta Maya who danced
in the morning to the music overhead
as they brought my coffee and pan dulces

and that's why
i sit here, singing
polly wolly doodle all day,
thinking about places i use to like to go
that have shut down in the past 12 months








Here's another poem from our friend Christopher T. George. We just had a couple of poems from Chris a week or two ago, but I like this one so much I decided to set aside my usual practice of trying to spread some time between a poet's appearances.

And, though it makes no sense at all from the text, it still strikes me as a fourth of July type of poem, honoring, not in a nationalistic sense, but in a kind of universal way, the fight for family and country wherever it might occur. I might even find a thought for the good people of Iran here.



Yoria Macedonia
To George T. Matchett (1892-1987)

My grandfather deployed to Greece
as part of the British Salonika force,
front contra Hun and Johnny Bulgar.

And there men and beasts died
just the same, junked by Fokker
machine-gun fire, high-velocity shells

that zeroed in on mules and mule-men,
coordinates defined by Taube observation
planes, string-bag monoplanes, as Royal

Army Medical docs and nurses scrambled
to staunch the blood of men if not
beasts. The Greeks called Grandad

'Yori' (for George); he mused,
if he survived he would name
his daughter 'Yoria' as a gift.


Chris notes:
"My mother, christened Yoria Christine
Matchett, born September 27, 1920,
is still alive, aged 88 years young."









Next, I have a poem by Allen Ginsberg, written during the last year of this life. The poem is from the book Death and Fame, Last Poems, 1993-1997.



Multiple Identity Questionnaire

                "Nature empty, everything's pure:
                Naturally pure, that's what I am."


I'm a jew? a nice jewish boy?
A flaky Buddhist, certainly
Gay in fact pederast? I'm exaggerating?
Not only queer an amateur S&M fan, someone should spank me for
        saying that
Columbia Alumnus class of '48, Beat icon, students say.
White, if jews are "white race"
American by birth, passport and residence
Slavic heritage, mama from Vitebsk. father's forebears Grading in
        Kamenetz-Podolska near Lvov.
I'm an intellectual! Anti-intellectual, anti-academic
Distinguished Professor of English Brooklyn College.
Manhattanite, another middle class liberal,
but lower class second generation immigrant,
Upperclass, I own a condo loft, go to art gallery Buddhist Vernissage
        dinner parties with Niarchos, Rockefellers, and Luces
Oh what a sissy, Professor Four-eyes, can't catch a baseball or drive a
        car - courageous Shambhala Graduate Warrior
addressed as "Maestro" Milano, Venezia, Napoli
Still student, chela, disciple, my guru Gelek Rinpoche,
Senior Citizen, got Septuagenarian discount at Alfalfa's Healthfoods
        New York subway -
Mr. Sentient Being! - Absolutely empty neti neti identity, Maya Nobo-
        daddy, relative phantom nonentity

                July 5, 1996, Naropa Tent,
                Boulder , CO









Here's a poem from a friend, Norman Anderson, who we haven't seen in a while. Norm works as a Direct Support Professional in a group home. he takes care of six mentally challenged men. He says he's written a couple poems about Roger and the rest of the men in the group home. He's also working on a book about his job because , he says it's hilarious even though often serious.

Norm has written two screenplays he's trying to sell and a book.



Summer 1970

Summers that never end?
For me
it was
1970
it was me and my Schwinn Sting Ray
riding down
to a Lake that is Erie
My bike was blue
The water?
not even close to
being blue
we loved that "Dirty Water"
We didn't sit around
and play "Gangsta's Hijacking Grannies
For Their Huvarounds"
video games.
It was Leef Bubble Gum
and playing Little League Baseball
under the lights
no IPods or Blackberry's
we listened to CKLW
AM radio
it was the best music ever
"Spill the Wine" by Eric Burdon and War
"War" by Edwin Starr
no Hyundai hybrids
nothing like the sound
of those muscle cars
roaring through
town
with engines as big as me
no carb counting, no fat, low fat
no nutritional facts
printed on my
Necco Wafers pack
here's a fact for ya,
it's sugar for cryin out loud!
no 500 channels and nothings on
we had three TV networks
Ed Sullivan;
"Okay kids quite down
quite down now kids
here they are
The Rolling Stones"
Nobody was "vertically challenged"
no "misguided criminals"
no "differed success"
you were either good or bad
you passed or failed
meanwhile
a 19 year old soldier
crosses over into
the jungles
of Cambodia
his summer will never
seemed to end
I'm sure








I saw this very striking woman at the Borders coffee shop several days ago.



dreams of wet

the
woman
with very large feet
orders a latte,
flexes her long
red-tipped
toes
in her flip-flops
as she waits, hums

tall
with the lean, rangy body of an athlete,
blond hair with a look of chlorine burn
hangs down her back in a pony tail

a swimmer
is my guess, very active in her sport,
maybe professional,
the look of a fish
out of water
good swimmers get when forced
to make their way on dry land
amidst us dirt people

i can tell she is one of those

dreams
of wet whenever
dry








Next, the curious case of a French poet, unknown in France and first published in America. The poet is Pierre Martory and his debut collection published by The Sheep Meadow Press of Riverdale-On-Hudson, New York in 1994 is The Landscape Is Behind the Door, translated from French by John Ashbery.

Born in Bayonne in southwest France, of partly Basque ancestry, Martory spent much of his childhood in Morocco. Escaping Paris in June 1940, just as the Germans arrived, he joined the French Army in Tunisia and spent the years after the war working at odd jobs, novels, and writing theater and music reviews for Paris-Match. Until shortly before the publication of this book, he kept his poetry as his own secret, never trying to publish it and never showing it to anyone who might have been interested. As a result, until publication of this book, his work was entirely unknown in France.

Born in 1920, Martory died in 1998.

This is the title poem from the book.



The Landscape is Behind the Door

The landscape is behind the door.
the person is there...New York is full
Of similar places where a world,
A large cloud, is being built. Only
The heads stay put. You pay
Before arriving, a long time before
Opening your mouth. There are things
Near us which all have their green sides.

You wear your eyes and lose them.
A caterpillar makes the difference.
A girl whose face is full of blood
Stops and asks the time.
It's a year that doesn't know it's number:
A smile at the bottom of a pocket.
Look! the liar-bird, brother of secrets,
Leaves the familiarcreek bed:
The life of others painted on a lampshade.

"I draw you like a salary.
You are my superfluous statue
Hatched beneath hot tears.
I'm digging toward the antipodes.
I unwind the bandages, the horoscope:
It's my body, it's my cocoon, surprised
In a sleep of prolific sand,
That I'm uncovering, like a Cyclops that fainted."

I would be enough to enter, to sit
Near a book, to fold the shadow
To one's knees, to know who
Walks on the bed, who passes the mirror.
Dust tints the linens gray.
Photos choke on night.
Now nothing is visible in the room
Except the inaccessible landscape outdoors.

Down there, the fires of prehistory continue stubbornly
To glow. The lost felucca ferries a skeleton
To its grave. A disc feeds the sky.
In the hollows of geysers dolphins are taking
Advantage of their incognito to cry.
A pious hand is strangling the pity
And slips into the letter-box
The perfumed sadness of silence.

The door placarded with such moments
Doesn't open. The cigarettes unrolled
In smoke (a supplementary beauty)
Leave on the fingers the smell of time past.
Intelligence like a geometer paces
The distance from inside to outside.
Everything is in place, nothing is missing.
Weary of strife the bee on
The windowpane finally renounces the flower.








Great news, archeologically speaking, a couple of weeks ago, a great find, a find that tells us something about grand ourselves and our ancestors back in the deepest, darkest tunnels of times past. We are progeny of music and art and the musicians and artists who create it.

How's that for great?



the magic flute

35 thousand years ago
or more
a kind of human
in a cave in Germany
made music on a flute
made from the bone
of a bird

before God
there were gods
and before gods,
spirits of the earth
and sea and sky,
and before that
a kind of man
searching for the spirits
with his music,
creating gods
with his art

searching for
realities
beyond our own
from our earliest time

35 thousand years later
and we still
search








Here's a poem from our friend Walter Durk.



Disappearing

come look I shouted as
I waved
she stood across the blackened street
and crossed
crossed the lawn to where I stood
near newly-planted plants
she was not in the mood I
could tell well-dressed as she was
just returned from her office
but I pointed out the new plants to her
Loropetalums, Rhaphiolepis,
the Buford Hollies
she believed in the power of prayer
placed her hands on my sore back
to pray invoked the name of Jesus
her brain tumor disappeared
this way is what she said
why would I question her as
she stood before me
about three weeks ago
three weeks now since I've seen her
hacking a tree root from her lawn
her drive is full of cars now
none of them are hers








So many poets in the world, and so few of them known to me. But there are used book stores and walking into one on a good day is like finding the mother load of all those poems and poets i've never read before.

One book mined just this morning is Like the Singing Coming off the Drums, a collection of poems by Sonia Sanchez published by Beacon Press in 1998.

Sanchez was born Wilsonia Benita Driver in 1934, in Birmingham, Alabama. After her mother died in childbirth a year later, Sanchez lived with her paternal grandmother and other relatives for several years. In 1943, she moved to Harlem with her sister to live with their father and his third wife.

She earned a B.A. in political science from Hunter College in 1955. She also did postgraduate work at New York University, studying poetry. Sanchez formed a writers' workshop in Greenwich Village and, along with other poets, including Nikki Giovanni, formed the "Broadside Quartet" of young poets.

She married and divorced Albert Sanchez, a Puerto Rican immigrant whose surname she has used when writing. She was also married for two years to poet Etheridge Knight.

During the early 1960s she was an integrationist, supporting the philosophy of the Congress of Racial Equality (CORE). But after considering the ideas of Black Muslim leader Malcolm X, she focused more on her black heritage from a separatist point of view.

Sanchez began teaching in the San Francisco area in 1965 and was a pioneer in developing black studies courses at what is now San Francisco State University, where she was an instructor from 1968 to 1969. In 1971, she joined the Nation of Islam, but by 1976 she had left the Nation, largely because of its repression of women.

Sanchez is the author of more than a dozen books of poetry and several published plays. She has also written a number of books for children.

Among the many honors she has received are the Community Service Award from the National Black Caucus of State Legislators, the Lucretia Mott Award, the Outstanding Arts Award from the Pennsylvania Coalition of 100 Black Women, the Peace and Freedom Award from Women International League for Peace and Freedom (WILPF), the Pennsylvania Governor's Award for Excellence in the Humanities, a National Endowment for the Arts Award, and a Pew Fellowship in the Arts.

Sanchez has lectured at more than five hundred universities and colleges in the United States and had traveled extensively, reading her poetry in Africa, Cuba, England, the Caribbean, Australia, Nicaragua, the People's Republic of China, Norway, and Canada. She was the first Presidential Fellow at Temple University, where she began teaching in 1977, and held the Laura Carnell Chair in English there until her retirement in 1999. She lives in Philadephia.

The book includes a number of short poem. For this week, i'm using a number of those poems, in the order in which they appear in the book. Some are titled. Some are not.



Dancing

i dreamt i was tangoing with
you, you held me so close
we were like the singing coming off the drums.
you made me squeeze muscles
lean back on the sound
of corpuscles sliding in blood.
i heard my thighs singing.

~~~~~~~~~~

you asked me to run
naked in the streets with you
i am holding your pulse.

~~~~~~~~~~

Song

i cannot stay home
on this sweet morning
i must run singing     laughing
through the streets of Philadelphia.
i don't need food or sleep or drink
on this wild scented day
i am bathing in the waves of your breath.
~~~~~~~~~~

let every breast dance
a wild sculpture of rain
i raise my glass

~~~~~~~~~~

i don't know the rules
anymore i don't know if
if you say this or not.
i wake up in the nite
tasting you on my breath.
~~~~~~~~~~

i count the morning
stars the air so sweet i turn
riverdark with sound.

~~~~~~~~~~

i come from the same
place i am going to my
body speaks in tongues.

~~~~~~~~~~

i have caught fire from
your mouth now you want me to
swallow the ocean.

~~~~~~~~~~

love between us in
speech and breath. loving you is
a long river running.

~~~~~~~~~~

i await your touch
come magnify our smell
make of us a long journey

~~~~~~~~~~

i turn westward in
shadows hoping my river
will cross yours in passing

~~~~~~~~~~

i collect
wings what are
you bird or
animal?
something that
lights on trees
breasts pawnshops
i have seen
another
path to this
rendezvous.








When it's over, it's over. That's it.



& that's it

it is sunday
morning
and i am
where
i usually am
on sunday
morning
just a couple
of hours later
than i usually
am
due to a con
fluence of
events
which may
or may
not
be fodder
for a poem
a question
i am pursuing
at this very mo
ment as i
typidy
type
ty
p
e
hoping for the
best
but you know
we always
hope
for the best
even know
ing we'd hap
pily settle
for not so
bad
and even
not so bad
may be much
to ask for
today
as i feel like
crap
having 3 drinks
last night
tequila collins
if you must
know
which is
like
three months
of drinking
for
me
since i stumb
led on the
path of the
straight
and narrow
some 30
years ago
and that's
really all
i have to say
about it so may
be i should just
stop
and let you
get back
to your biscuits
and sausage
until
tom
mor
ow
&
that's
it








Done again for this week. Gather up your ooooooms and come back next week when, in addition to the usual suspect, me, I expect we'll have a taste of Pablo Neruda, Mark Nowak, G.E. Patterson, Laurie Lico Albanese, the most unlikely poet you're going to read next week, retired homicide detective Arthur Munoz, and other wonders yet undiscovered.

As usual, all of the work presented in this blog remains the propery of its creators. The blog itself was produced by and is the property of me...allen itz.

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Mil Mascaras   Thursday, June 25, 2009


IV.6.4.




With a crowded day ahead of me tomorrow, I'm pushing ahead some hours earlier than usual with this week's new "Here and Now." Same stuff as usual, just in the early post.


I was really hard up to find images to use with the blog this week and, in quasi-desperation, decided it might be interesting to mess around a bit with faces. The only face I could mess around with without permission being my own, I'm afraid you are faced this week with a bunch of pictures of me, messed with. Some of the pictures I took myself, some of them were taken by my wife, Dora, others, who knows. All the messing around, however, was done by me.

Also, an editorial note regard this week's title -

"Mil Mascaras" (literally meaning "man of a thousand masks") is a Mexican wrestler, actually a series of Mexican wrestlers. The name, like Cantinflas (less successfully) and the Dread Pirate Robert, is passed on from one person to the next. The original Mil Mascaras is eighty-something years old, maybe even older.

In addition to my messing around, we have our full quota of excellent poets this week. And they are...


Luci Tapahonso
What Danger We Court
These Long Drives


Me
bad night

Charles Bukowski
hot dog

Stacey Dye
Twister
Last Call


Me
2 barku

Marilyn Hacker
Letter on June 15th

Me
i can't decide

C.P.Cavafy
Very Seldom
In th Evening
Days of 1908


Thane Zander
A Life of Drams and Possibilities

Doc Dachtler
I Want to be at North Columbia
Children
Walking Along the Main Street of Elgin, N.D. After
Being Away from My Old Hometown for 15 Years


Me
and in this corner....

Daniel Donaghy
Laundry Night 1983

Teresa White
People-Watching at Wal-Mart

Me
enchantment

Lorna Dee Cervantes
Note to David

Robert McManes
Colorblind

Me
country color









I start this week with a couple of poems by Navajo writerLuci Tapahonso, from her book, Saanii Dahataat - The Women are Singing, published by the University of Arizona Press in 1993.

Tapahonso was born, in 1953, and raised at a Navajo reservation near Shiprock, New Mexico. She was raised in a traditional way along with 11 brothers and sisters. English was not spoken on the family farm. Instead she learned it as a second tongue after her native Dinebizaad. Following schooling at Navajo Methodist School in Farmington, New Mexico, and Shiprock High School, she began studies at the University of New Mexico. Tapahonso gained her MA in 1982, then taught, first at New Mexico and later at the University of Kansas and now at the University of Arizona.



What Danger We Court
For Marie

Sister, sister,
what danger we court
without even knowing it.
It's as simple as meeting a handsome man for lunch at midnight.

Last Friday night
at the only stop sign for miles around,
your pickup was hit from behind.
That noise of shattering glass behind your head,
whirl of lights and metal as two cars hit your pickup -
that silent frenzy by tons of metal spinning you
echoes the desert left voiceless

Sister, sister,
what promises they must be for you
when you walk the edges of cliffs -
sheer drops like 400 feet -
vacuums of nothing we know here.
Your turn and step out of the crushed car dazed
and walk to help small crying children from another car
and you come home, sister,
                    your breath intact,
                    heart pounding,
                    and the night is still the same.

Your children cry and cry to see you.
Walking and speaking gently,
                    your voice gathers them in.
                    What danger we court.

It is the thin border of a miracle, sister, that you live.
The desert surrounding your house is witness
to the danger we court and

                    sister, we have so much faith.


These Long Drives

between Cuba or Grants
fall short of the usual comfort.

My younger brother, Shisili,
made a beaded rug for me - yellow daisies with black centers.
He was a rough-and-tumble third grader
and I was in high school: intent on being the best western stomp dancer,
                and maybe snagging a tall Chinle cowboy.

Years later, his interest in mechanical objects
kept my car running well. On trips home from various cities,
he filled the tank, rotated the tires, and changed the oil
as easily as I changed boots. After each visit I left assured
my car would run another 5,000 miles or so. At any hint of car trouble,
I rushed home to my younger brother's while my car could still make it.

                    Hass brother died at 22. One day he was
                    driving his trusty old pickup, laughing
                    and joking. The he turned silent,
                    a thin figure beneath hospital sheets.
                    His slow death entered my blood.
                    I breathe it with every step.

The middle brother is a few years older than I.
He is a father, master mechanic, and stern uncle.

Once when I was home, his little son came inside
and whispered into his shoulder, "Daddy, the rabbit won't talk."
My brother laughed and hugged his son.
"The Volkswagen won't start," he told us.
He held his son a while, then they walked out to fix the stalled car.

His sons will grow up to be good cooks and fine mechanics.
They will care and abide by the wishes of the women
in their lives as my brother does.

    Sometimes he curses the long desert miles between us
    when he senses I may be in danger. This city protects crazed men
    who are freer than I. My brother finds ways to console my anguish
    and fear over distances of telephone wire and urgent visits
    to medicine men. His steady voice calms me on dark evenings.

My older brother: such vivid images I have of him.
He Tarzan-like and I a skinny, dark child swinging on his arms.
He was tall and girls giggled around him. We wondered why
they called him then turned silly at his approach.

    He was killed by a preacher's son, and at 13 years old
    I was stunned to find the world didn't value
    strong, older brothers and that preaching
    the gospel life could be nothing.

I am remembering my brother tonight,
and during a strange spring snowstorm, my mother calls
and tells me about some little thing she remembered from years ago.

Laughing into the phone, I see outside the wonderful snow,
                seemingly endless, warm and cold at once.

                    No one could have predicted this storm.

It is all strange, beautiful, and we will talk of this
for years to come. This storm, and I will think of how

                I missed my brothers just then.








My sleep is always restless because of back problems, but sometimes it's not that, it's because the brain just won't shut down. Those nights seem never ending.

Here's a report from one such night



bad night

a poor night's sleep it was
last night,
my brain refusing
to stand down
scrambling around
instead with the errata
of sixty-five years

old injustices
unresolved, old rages
still smoldering,
lovers dead
and dying
as do they all

foolish preoccupations,
like trying to run on ice,
slipping, skidding,
getting nowhere
with questions like

why do we say "kidnapped?"

nanny's nap kids,
it's kidnabbers who nab them

just stumbling
through the night
and my brain trips
over something like that
and the whole rest of the night
is crap

or this whole
conservative/liberal thing
that has been bugging me for weeks
and now invades my dreams

how someone can define their being
and the being of others
on the basis of some shallow
political gospel -

who could ever possibly be
just one
or the other

i support the death penalty
on the liberal basis
that the money being spent
every year
keeping Charles Manson
alive
could be much better used
educating children,
feeding them,
keeping them healthy

and even though i find it
morally questionable,
i support abortion rights
on the conservative principle
that government should have no claim
of control
over the bodies and moral decisions
of its citizens,
male or female

and what about
this "back and forth" thing
people say

what rip in the space-time continuum
is required before
a person can come back
prior to journeying forth

and what about
this whole handgun thing -
as a pragmatist
i say
if people want to carry handguns
let them
as long as they carry them
in the open
where all can see
who are the potential murders
among us

and my very first dog
when i was just a little child,
she slips into my mind
for the first time in years,
Missie,
a fat old fox terrier,
mother of many litters,
finally
one day
tired, lying down on her spot
in the corner of the kitchen,
closing her eyes,
what's wrong with Missie,
i asked my mom -
she's dying, mom said,
stay quiet so she can sleep
through
to her end

all these things
just swirling and whirling
in my brain
when i would much rather
it would just go to sleep
so i can sleep,
so Missie can find her way
in the stillness








Next, a poem from Charles Bukowski, the poet who taught me how to write like myself, from his book, Open All Night - New Poems published by HarperCollins in 2000.



hot dog

almost every time
after we started in
here he would come
this big black hairy
male hound
dripping of mouth
stinking
panting
lurid
whimpering
begging
snorting through wet
nostrils
he stank like a Hollywood motel
doormat
wet in the rain

and when I stopped to kick
him off the bed
she'd say:
"oh! please don't hurt Timmy!"

and Timmy would run in neurotic
circles
smelling his
asshole
and I'd return to my task
and begin to near completion
when Timmy would bound up on the bed
once again.

being in the missionary position
I was able to rap him
a good one or two
across the snout
but that didn't stop him
from
sniffing
drooling
poking
and that's the way we'd
finish -
all three of
us.

she had a good job down on
Sunset boulevard
(which was more than I could
say)
and when she left in the
morning
she'd tell me
to go out the back way
because mother had an apartment
up front
and she didn't want her mom
to see me.

then I'd
look at that dog
and his eyes would look up
sadly into mine.
we had no
secrets.
I knew and he knew
that we were both
her lovers.

and I also knew looking
at him that
he needed her more than
I did.

I left that last morning
driving in the bright
sunshine
feeling
lost
spooked
unreal
but still
all right.

she phoned me 3 or 4 times
after that.
but I knew it was over.
done.

because when I looked into his brown
eyes
that last morning
I knew
he loved her
more than I did.

maybe if Timmy had been
a man
I wouldn't have
given her up.

but then
I never met a man
with eyes as beautiful
as those on that dog.








I'm pleased to have a new friend, Stacey Dye, join us this week for the first time.

Stacey says she has been writing poetry since she was a teenager. She's also been writing radio and television copy since 1979 and does voice overs at a local cable TV station. She says her favorite poetry subjects are the human condition and nature. She is a member of the Internet Writing Workshop and Wild Poetry Forum and she has been previously featured in The Camroc Press Review.

Here are two of her recent poems.



Twister

It hop-scotched through neighborhoods
with the randomness

of a child picking at an assortment
of fine chocolates

devouring one
poking holes in another

some untouched
bittersweet remains.


Last Call

Curled up on the porch swing,
my window to all things starlit,
I watch the evening's events unfold
as night swallows day.

Moths wobble drunkenly, drawn
into the halo of the porch light.
Illuminated by a rare terra cotta moon,
intoxicating tea olives saturate the air.

Leaves entertain on the dance
floor of the earth. Performing whirligigs
through the lawn, into the woods -
beckoned by the trill of the night birds.

I watch the show in awe until I am sated
then let the moths know it is last
call as I turn out the light.








Every once in a while I put a little barku together, 10 words on 6 lines, designed as a fit for your standard bar napkin.

Here are two from June. I like to center them, thought that's probably not good form, except I invented the form, so what the hell.



starch stiff
flags
point northeast
today's early winds
strong
decisive

**********

quiet
coffee shop
talk
articulate
chatter
of the caffeinated class









My next poet is Marilyn Hacker with a poem from her book Winter Numbers, Poems published in 1994 by W. W. Norton.

Hacker was born, in 1942, and raised in Bronx, New York, the only child of Jewish professionals. A precocious child, Hacker attended the Bronx High School of Science and enrolled at New York University at the age of fifteen. In 1961, with one year left before graduation, Hacker married science fiction writer Samuel R. Delany. They traveled from New York to Detroit, Michigan in order to be married, because, as Delany later explained, Michigan was the closest of the only two states in the United States where, due to age of consent and miscegenation laws, they could legally marry. They settled in New York's East Village. They were divorced in 1980 (after being separated for many years) but remained friends.

In the '60s and '70s, Hacker worked mostly in commercial editing. She returned to NYU, edited the university literary magazine, and graduated with a bachelor of arts degree in Romance languages.

Hacker's first publication was in Cornell University's Epoch. She published frequently after that, in both the United States and Great Britain.



Letter on June 15

I didn't want a crowd. I didn't want
writers' backbiting in a restaurant.
Last night's leftover duck, some chilled Sancerre
(you've called fresh-tasting) beckoned to me more.
I crossed the Pont Sully, into an eight-
forty sunset, toward home, and whom I'd meet.
In the letter that I didn't write,
I tell you, I was meeting you tonight
You in an envelope; you in the braille
of postmarks footnoting the morning mail.
You, bracketed from life with someone else
though part of every page is what she tells
you; not my morning clarity of bells
to matins, phone links to life with someone else.
I met you here as if geography
were all that separated you from me,
though hand to hand and lovely mouth to mouth
magnetic north and doubly polar south
are on lost maps, the trails are overgrown.
It's warm, it's almost dark, it's half past ten.
"I can't imagine Paris without you"
was the tearjerker on the radio
when I began to cry in Julie's car
under the Nashville skyline where you were
the bottom line. By the time we got
to Phoenix (with bald tires and gluey hot
seat covers) I was already halfway back
to Paris without you. In time, with luck,
anyone could imagine needing less
than all this food, these books, these clothes: excess
upholstery, distraction, dead wood, bloat.

You're what I had to learn to do without.
I did. But here you are, no farther than
the whirring of the small electric fan
we bought that summer when you had night sweats,
then a sore back, then just a cold, then doubts
that you'd blot out with morning lust against
my chest, my cunt, my mouth, as evidence
that you were present. Later, you'd deny
what you'll admit to now: the late July
three-quarter moon on shuttered bars, the meat
and vegetables, the dim glow when you lit
a candle in the chapel after Mass.
An ancient park attendant clears the grass
of kids who were imagined jouissance
when we conceived and miscarried our chance.
We each have whispered, written, other names.
There are more dead for whom to light small flames.
Down on the street, waiters crank up the awning
of the cafe en face. Tomorrow morning
I’ll be no farther and no closer than
your walk down to the post office with Jan
along a storm-pocked tertiary road.
Word-children, we will send each other words
that measure distance we have to keep
defining. When I lay me down to sleep
you stack up your day's work sheets on the porch
table, light up,lean back. Two silver birch
trees form a twilit arch above your head.
It's hours before you're going to bed.








So here I am again, more indecision.



i can't decide

it's Friday morning
and i can't decide if i should
write my poem before i read my Times
or vice versa the other way backwards

the question is complicated
because i don't have any idea
what i would write about
if i chose to write my poem right now
instead of reading the paper

reading my Times first
is a problem because the whole first page
is politics, one way or the other,
and i'm sick of politics and that's mostly
what i'm thinking about this morning
and i'd rather be thinking about something
else

it's like this whole liberal/conservative thing
is such a drag
and i expect to read any day now
news flashes
from the right wing wacko bloggers
about how all those overdue books
at public libraries
are the result of a vast liberal conspiracy
and we ought to bygod do something
about that
beginning with sending a check
to the favorite right wing wacko organization
of your choice

but that sucks
and i get enough of it living where i do anyway
ostracized by most of my family
because i voted for Obama
but that's ok because i never liked them
that much anyway

i could write a poem about the weather
but what's to say
beyond
it's hotter than the devil's rumpus room
at midday
and that's the end of that

uh oh
the brain is slipping into politics again
remembering
when i was in high school
and the John Birch Society was everywhere
and even though impeaching Earl Warren
wasn't one of my priorities at the time
i got sucked into going to one of their meetings
and was totally creeped out
by the beady-eyed little anti-everything-that-wasn't-fascists
whose time seems to have come again except this time
they've got their own TV and radio networks
and before anyone gives me a hard time
about calling people fascists let me say
i don't mean the jackbooted black shirts from the '30s
but those who espouse
a radical and authoritarian nationalist political ideology
and a corporatist economic ideology
(thank you Wiki)
some of whom would feel quite comfortable
in jackboots and black shirts
but i don't want to push that particular point
because i'm a Uniter
not a Divider

and
see still talking about politics
and calling people nasty names
but
damn
when the temperature is 100 degrees
and the humidity 90 percent
what the hell
else
is there to talk about.....

i'm thinking maybe
i should read my Times first
then write my poem of the day

i'll get back to you
on that








Now another poet new to me, C. P. Cavafy, born in 1863, a Greek poet who lived in relative obscurity in Alexandria until his death in 1933. Regarded now as the most important figure in twentieth-century Greek poetry, a collection of his work was not published until after his death.

The poems are from, C. P. Cavafy, Collected Poems, an extensively revised edition of translations of his poetry by Edmund Keeley and Philip Serrard.



Very Seldom

He's an old man. Used up and bent,
crippled by time and indulgence,
he slowly walks along the narrow street.
But when he goes inside his house to hide
the shambles of his old age, his mind turns
to the share of youth that still belongs to him.

His verse in now recited by young men.
His visions come before their lively eyes.
Their healthy sensual minds,
their shapely taut bodies
stir to his perception of the beautiful.


In the Evening

It wouldn't have lasted long anyway -
the experience of years makes that clear.
Even so, Fate did put an end to it a bit abruptly.
It was soon over, that wonderful life.
Yet how strong the scents were,
what a magnificent bed we lay in,
what pleasures we gave our bodies.

An echo from my days given to sensuality,
an echo from those days came back to me,
something of the fire of the young life we shared:
I picked up a letter again,
and I read it over and over till the light faded away.

Then, sad, I went out on to the balcony,
went out to change my thoughts at least by seeing
something of the city I love,
a little movement in the streets and the shops.


Days of 1908

He was out of work that year,
so he lived off card games,
backgammon, and borrowed money.

He was offered a job at three pounds a month
in a small stationery store,
but he turned it down without the slightest hesitation.
It wasn't suitable. It wasn't the right pay for him,
a reasonably educated young man, twenty-five years old.

He won two, maybe three dollars a day - sometimes.
How much could he expect to make out of cards and
   backgammon
in the cafes of his social level, working-class places,
however cleverly he played, however stupid the opponents he
   chose?
His borrowing - that was even worse.
He rarely picked up a dollar, usually no more than half that,
and sometimes he had to come down to even less.

For a week or so, sometimes longer,
when he managed to escape those horrible late nights,
he'd cool himself at the baths, and with a morning swim.

His clothes were a terrible mess.
He always wore the same suit,
a very faded cinnamon-brown suit.

O summer days of nineteen hundred and eight,
from your perspective
the cinnamon-brown suit was tastefully excluded.

Your perspective has preserved him
as he was when he took off, threw off,
those unworthy clothes, that mended underwear,
and stood stark naked, impeccably handsome, a miracle -
his limbs a little tanned
from his morning nakedness at the baths and on the beach.








Thane Zander is one of our regulars here on "Here and Now" and also a regular at Blueline's "House of 30" where I spend a lot of my time.

He is a mostly an online poet, appearing frequently on several workshop forum as well as Blueline, and runs his own New Zealand Poets only forums. He has been published in several ezines (Blackmail Press, Windjammer Press, and Loch Raven Review, The Times of London-online) and in local newspapers and an international anthology called A Bouquet of Poetry. Thane was a longtime sailor who hit some rough patches in his life and is very pleased to be expanding his life and interests beyond where he had gone before, including his successful participation in university level Creative Writing programs.

I have been reading Thane's work for a number of years now and one of the things that most impresses me is his fearlessness. He has no fear and will have a go at any subject and any form of poetry that spikes his interest. Things I won't even try, he jumps into and usually does well.

Here's one of his poems from a while ago.



A Life of Dreams and Possibilities

A case study of green versus red
the light through a stained glass window
of the Christ suspended from wooden cross,

The Pew, across the church where bums sit,
except when they slide off for prayer
the priest stammers on Job.

Sanguine Virgins dance
a witches coven with fire blazing high
the devil thrusts his engorged penis in all ways,

Members of the coven all now seated as the chosen
is slain, the baby due in nine months
utterly human appearance.

The Eskimo slay seals
a part of their life for eons now,
the blubber used to purify children and maidens,

Pigmies in deepest Congo dance a love dance,
calling the spirits, many a male loses
his virginity in marriages.

Lay down your condom
you have done your bit for the planet
the growth rate slowed by necessity and commonsense,

the layman on the street with his porno movie,
dances with actresses and admires,
his manhood wasted.








Here are three short poems by poet and storyteller Doc Dachtler from his book ...Waiting for Chains at Pearl's, published by Plain View Press of Austin in 1990.



I Want to be at North Columbia

the day the 25 Wild Turkeys
sighted by Sally Clark this Fall
walking the fence of her and Jack's garden
in "Little Green Valley"
meet the 22 peacocks and peahens
at the Coughlan ranch up the hill.

It will either be total ignoring,
a battle royal,
or a hell of a party with attempts at cross breeding.


Children

May your pictures
disappear
from milk cartons
shopping bags
the back gates of eighteen wheelers
and the flat spaces of newspaper racks.
May your abductors
appear
in ditches
with the weeds and the wrappers
shot in the guts
not bleeding much
but dying slowly.


Walking Along the Main Street of Elgin, N.D. After
Being Away from My Old Hometown for 15 Years


An old man comes down the street.
He is looking at me.
He walks abound me looking me over
head to foot
and says jabbing at my chest,
Du! du bist ein Dachtler!
(You! you are a Dachtler!)
I say,
Yah, ich bin ein Dachtler, aber wie wissen Sie das Ich ein
Dachtler ist?

(Yes, I am a Dachtler, but how do you know I am a
Dachtler?)
Die Nase! he says and points at my face.
Ich wisse die Nase.
(The nose, I know the nose.)








Life is just a bad movie, you know. You don't believe me? Just pay attention.



and in this corner....

it's Sunday afternoon
nothing else
going on
but then i pull up behind
a man and a woman
in a blue Ford pickup
who were stopped at a red light
beating the crap
out of each other,
swinging
like windmills
in the limited space
of their truck's cab
until the light turned green
and they move into their respective
corners and drove on,
until the next red light when
they start beating the crap
out of each other again -
for three lights i watch
this slugfest unfold
until they turn and
i need to go on straight
but nearly stay with them anyway
just to see how it all turns out...

i'm thinking the woman
is ahead on points,
whap! whap! whap!
she hits the guy
upside the head
over and over again, while he, hampered
in his mobility by the steering wheel,
misses as often as not - not hardly
a fair fight, but then they rarely
ever are in the field of domestic
relations - especially when he's
a dried up little shrimp of a guy and
she's big as a house

no sympathy for the guy from me

he should have known better
than to start
anything








Next, I have a poem by Daniel Donaghy, from his book Street Fighting Poems published by BkMk Press in 2005.



Laundry Night, 1983

Some nights she'd throw their clothes
into the car's trunk and take off,
hair rollered tight, no not, mother
of two teenagers gone for hours
down Oakdale and Albert Streets,
Frankie Avalon singing "Venus" above
the old Rambler's tapping valves
as it machine-gunned past Griffin's Deli
and Garzone's Funeral Home,
past Visitation Church and School.
her unringed fingers tapping he wheel,
her breathing easier by the time
she made the tricky turn at Kip Street
and swished into her usual spot
outside Soapy Suds, almost forgetting
her husband had left, she couldn't find a job,
almost outrunning the family
she broke from when they said
he was no good, "A Perfect Love,"
"Don't Throw Away All Those Teardrops"
coming back from the kitchen
of their first apartment.

                              And now
it turned out her family was right,
a scar on her cheek the proof,
and the stack of bills, the nightmares
of police coming to take her children
her house, her dog, leaving her nothing -
and so the fears flowed
while she sorted the brights and darks,
knowing there was no getting clean
after months of crying herself
to sleep, no point in scrubbing
the stains ground into their lives,
grass stains, blood stains
so much a part of her they might
as well have been skin, no way
to make her children look presentable
on what he sent every other week,
her own clothes stretched like
her sagging arms and breasts,
her shoes so holy they could be saints,
little joke she told the washer
when she dripped in a load of whites,
"Bobby Socks to Stockings"
coming back after twenty years
when she measured the powdered soap,
the fabric softener, the bleach,
always the bleach, which still stung
her nose after the cycle was done,
when she pulled out the clothes
and held them overflowing in her arms.








I always feel poetry-rich when I have a few poems by Teresa White in my poetry bank.

Here's one I got from Teresa several weeks ago.



People-Watching at Wal-Mart

We go for the cheap coffee and cat food,
the five dollar T's, CD's on sale.

There she is, in front of us,
three-hundred pounds if she's anything,
her cellulite on display through her
flimsy pull-on pants, her elephantine
buttocks high and round and cumbersome.

And further down the aisle, her opposite:
a twenty-something thin as a stick
with jeans down to there so all can see
the garland tattoo above the crack
of her ass.

We maneuver past old women in their
motorized carts, the look on their faces
determined as they wheel through kitchen
accessories, bath towels, lotions and potions
and laxatives.

Chubby children with sticky hands
wheedle at their mothers: buy me this,
buy me that. Fathers, if they have fathers,
are no where to be seen.

Tiny Japanese exchange students walk
in twos and threes, hover by the school
supplies: another spiral notebook, a packet
of Bic pens.

At the check-out a stunning Ukrainian,
pushing forty, high maintenance with
her false eyelashes and skimpy shoes.
You search for her every time we come.
She's looking for a sugar daddy, you say,
and one day she isn't there

and we both wonder if she's found the man
of her dreams: perhaps as she rang up
his paper towels and dog food. I think
there must be worst places to work

as we trundle off into the jammed
parking lot, forgetting for a moment
where we parked and then we see it,
our little red truck and we load our purchases
into the bed and head home,
feeling very good about ourselves.








I took one of my little day-trip drives last week, up around the hill country, every thing green and lush from all the rain that missed us in San Antonio and fell on them.



enchantment

heading north from San Marcos,
on Ranch Road 12
i leave behind the glut of the I-35
San Antonio-Austin corridor
fairly quickly, moving into a more rural
hill country
where modest homes are built
between the hills, not on high
sculpted flats
that used to be hill tops -

i had thought i might drive
to Abilene today, spend the night
and drive back tomorrow, but
when i woke up this morning
it seemed like it might be
more work than fun, so i decided
to go just as far as Lampasas
and return today, but even that
didn't work out as i slowed down
for little towns like Dripping Springs
and Bee Cave and took off
on some of the little lane and a half
roads that wind through the hills

so that by the time i reached Marble Falls
for a late lunch i was already 2 hours
behind schedule and knew
if i went on as planned i wouldn't get home
until well after dark, which, if you're driving
for the pleasure of seeing, doesn't
make any sense

so i drove around Lake LBJ
headed out toward Llano instead,
Llano, where the granite that lies
not too far beneath the meadows and hills,
surfaces in the form of large boulders
and great rock slabs, and, most magnificently,
as Enchanted Rock, a huge, pink granite boulder
that rises 425 feet above ground
and covers 640 acres, named by early settlers
after the native legend of a princess,
a chieftain's daughter,
killed as she met with her lover in a grove of trees
at the base of the rock
then thrown, dead for love, into cave at its very top

if you climb to the top, it is said, and sit
by the dark entrance to the cave, you can still hear
the quiet crying of the princess, calling for her lover

some have heard that cry, i am told,
though i have been to the top many times
and never did - it is a tough climb
and i'd like to do it one more time while
i still can, but not today, it is late and i am still
a hundred miles from home - the princess
will have to wait to call for me next time

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Enchanted_Rock








My last library piece this week is by Lorna Dee Cervantes from her book Drive, The First Quartet, published by Wings Press of San Antonio in 2000. The book is a collection of poems from five early collections.

I like Cervantes' poems very much, but I'm using one of her poems this time. Instead, I'm using her introduction to the fifth and final collection in this book, Letters to David - An Elegiac Mass in the Form of a Train. The poems, thin lines centered on the page (in the form of a train) are excellent, but introduction moved me as another kind of art, equal in all respects to the poems. So, I'll get the poems some other time. This week, it's the introduction.



Note to David

from Journal Entry - April 25, 1984

     Today, goddamned David Kennedy drank himself to death. After holing up in a Palm Beach hotel suite he was found on the floor of his room between two king-sized waterbeds.
     Two beds! It rang through my head like a mantra. Two beds. $250 a day he paid for that room & most of the time he stayed in the downstairs bar. Cops couldn't find evidence of any hard drugs, only the vodkas and grapefruit juice the bellhops said he drank steadily from 8 in the morning until 12 at night every day.
     I picked the paper off the kitchen table which is mostly littered with my books from the night before: Prescott's Conquest of Mexico & Conquest of Peru, The Fall by Albert Camus, and aesthetics anthology, Portrait of the Artist as a young Dog by the Welsh poet, Dylan Thomas, A Handbook of Style, The MLA Guidelines for submitting papers, Nathaniel West's Day of the Locust, Marcuse's One Dimensional Man. I start reading the accompanying articles about the trials & tribulations of life as a Kennedy as I pick up my, by now, lukewarm coffee and head back to the room, over-stepping the fish-hooked shards of glass from a broken lightbulb.
     "When he was only 12 years old, young David stayed up in his hotel room late at night and watched his father on television. A family friend found him sitting in front of the set switching the channels to different broadcasts to watch the tape play over and over. The friend recalled that there was no tears, only a look of stunned horror."
     "The day before on a family outing, the senator had saved David's life when the boy was being swept away in an undertow."
     I remember the day Robert Kennedy was assassinated. I remember it better than when the President was shot. I felt it more. I was in the seventh grade, and that was the first year I was ever truly aware of politics or the wars of the world. That was the day the next door neighbor poisoned my pet cat to keep it off her lawn. I remember the sweet smell, like bitter almonds some say, but to me it smelled like she was vomiting rock candy. When I found her I could tell by the way she looked at me that it was too late to save her. I didn't ever bother to call anyone. Just held her stiff, wretching body & I remember I didn't cry. I felt solid, smooth, like ice but dry, warm. I remember the sun that June morning. It burned the hairs on my arms & I remember how strange the feat felt, like needles of radiation entering in through the pores in my skin. It was numbing me. I held her on the ground. She was too convulsive to hold in my arms and I tried to tell her that. The ants around us were swarming as if excited by the smell of her cooling flesh. I stopped watching her die and smashed ants. Sick. There were so many frantic kamikazes. I wonder if it was a sin. So much minute life snuffed out could leave a blotch on my soul like murder.
     I put the paper down and go to the desk by the window. Under it is a cardboard box where I keep a lot of old stuff. In case there's ever a fire, I plan to heave it out & then jump out after it. I don't even have to look for the diary. I know exactly where it is. I reach in between the notebooks and pull it out. I turn the leaves to the page as I lie back in my bed. June 1, 1968. Today,Robert Kennedy was shot! Kitty died.
     That was the day I learned the word: apocalyptic.








Here's a piece by our friend Robert McManes. Mac has appeared here with us many times. This is his latest.



colorblind

up in the sky
another rainbow ranger
floats with a flock
of well endowed
flamingos
pink is in
and in is pink

on the ground
a yellow skinned squirrel
hurtles the sweet myrtle
a mouthful of nuts
furry bounce
by the ounce

in the water
a purple tuna
is fin humped
by the red dragon
wearing plaid socks
and a nose ring


who am i to question

if it weren't for color
i would be blind








I finish up this week with another poem from the drive-around I did last week. More colors to follow Mac's colors.



country color

late spring rains
have covered the pastures
and hills
with new growth
like green felt,
broken
by color-islands
of leftover wild flowers,
mostly patches of red
Indian Paintbrush, but also
small gatherings of bluebonnet
blue, small yellow sunflowers,
a scattering of white flags
among the other colors, and
purple somethings i recognize
but don't know the name of

and the blond cowgirl filling her black
Dodge Ram 1500 4X4
at the Gas & Eats
across from Po Po's Restaurant
in Welfare - pretty girl
in a straw hat and flip flops,
pink toes and flaming red toenails
pointed in, pigeon-
toed, penguin-walking
across the parking lot to pay
the cashier for her gas,
a bag of M&Ms, a diet
Dr Pepper, and a lottery
scratch-off card
for luck








And that's it for this week.

For next week, I'm working on some Japanese death poems, as well as poets including John Engles, Allen Ginsberg, Jimmy Carter, Pierre Martory, Sonia Sanchez and others. Come back then and take in the whole show.

Also, if you are a photographer or an artist and would like to see your work in "Here and Now," send me a couple of jpg samples. Normally, I use in the neighborhood of 15 to 16 images per issue. I'm open to just about anything you might produce, as long as it doesn't get me arrested.

As you can see from the images in this issue, I really need some help.

As I breathlessly await your response, I remind everyone that all of the material presented in this blog remains the property of its creators. The blog itself is produced by and is the property of meallen itz.

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Introducing Francina Hartstra   Friday, June 19, 2009


Photo by Francina Hartstra
IV.6.3.




Francina Hartstra has been with us on "Here and Now" as a poet several times, but this is the first appearance as a photographer. All of the images in this issue are hers.

Francina was born in 1947 and spent the first thirteen years of her life on river cargo vessels visiting Belgium, France, The Netherlands, Germany and Switzerland. Since then she lived in many different places, including the United States for 12 years, and has traveled widely in Europe, North Africa, The Caribbean and Asia. She moved back to The Netherlands some 10 years ago and continues to live there today.

In addition to Farncina's images, we have these fine poets with us this week as well as a closing tribute to Rosalie "Connie" Walker who passed away earlier this month. Connie was a poet known and enjoyed by a number of us who became her friend via the internet.


Susan Griffin
Two Thousand Years

Me
garage sale

Barbara Moore
The Model Child

Frank O'Hara
Romanze, or The Music Students

Christopher T. George
Zero Hour
All Hail, Miss Dash
Union Station, D.C., 3:48 P.M.


Me
a ride in the Intestinal Falcon

Nikki Giovanni
A Poem for Carol
A Fishy Poem
The World is not a Pleasant Place to Be


Dan Cuddy
Myth of Venus

Me
cra-z

Margo LaGattuta
Drawing Dirty Pictures

Polly Opsahl
Dreaming Postal

Fances Downing Hunter
Early Morning Music

Me
Gabriel

Norman Stock
Buying Breakfast for My Kamikaze Pilot
My White Wife


Me
take this woman, please

Kathryn Stripling Byer
from Mountain Time

Roland Flint
Early Cutting

Walter Durk
Requiscat in Pace

Me
first step

Tributes to Connie by Her "Blueline" Friends

Thane Zander
Connie's Tribute

Alice Folkart
Connie on a Camel

Helen V. Lundt
Connie's Journey

Gary Blankenship
For Connie

Me
Dear Connie






Photo by Francina Hartstra




Susan Griffin describes herself as an eco-feminist author. She sees her work as "drawing connections between the destruction of nature, the diminishment of women and racism, and tracing the causes of war to denial in both private and public life." She received a MacArthur grant for Peace and International Cooperation, an NEA Fellowship, and an Emmy Award for the play Voices.

Griffin was born in Los Angeles, California, in 1943 and has resided in California since then.

We begin this week with one of her poems, this, from her bookLike the Iris of an Eye, published in 1976 by Harper and Row/



Two Thousand Years

1

There you are at the stove again
a woman too intelligent for absolute
paranoia, stirring the cereal
again, is there something that draws you
back and back to this
the light, the plant you must
water, the bacon, the eggs in the pan
you consider five years in this
place, two lunches made in the
ice box, your daughter with
one big tooth crowding the babies
makes blue snakes in the next room,
the cereal is poured in blue
bowls with the blue rims,
you have chosen the color
chosen you daughter
chosen the number on the house

2

You say the
entire world can exist
in one imagination
And you tell the story
of the sisters over
in your mind
how they longed for the city
how they died in the country
and that not in the city
but somewhere
behind them
not in the country
but behind them, as a shadow, a glimpse, a thought
lying under speech

3

Always one step ahead of despair
I dreamed last night
the men made plans for the future
your husband and mine
with the correct explosions
underground, they said, we locate caves
and stay there while the holocaust
rages on the surface, then
according to the laws of probability
we will find our way out
in two thousand years

4

No, I woke up screaming
I would rather die
in the fires.

5

And you wake
to a quick silence
like disaster, like the
moment the pot falling
seems to rest in air
before it
splits in two
and you wonder
is the fire
real

6

You remind yourself how easily you forget
the mind thinking itself quick recites outlines
and leaves out all the textures,
invents a reason
and is irritated by the wrong details.
The body goes on defending itself
every movement, the boiling of water on
the stove, the pouring of salt in a shaker
a proof of theorems, when suddenly
I remember every moment.

7

Self-preservation in the making of breakfast.
Self-preservation in the cry on waking.
Self-preservation in reason.
Self-preservation in memory.
I remember every moment, I am shocked
at the daily loss.






Photo by Francina Hartstra




My mother-in-law had a garage sale a couple of weekends ago. My wife, Dora, went down to help. I contributed to the effort by writing the following poem about it.



garage sale

it is the day
before
garage sale weekend
and D is off, heading south
to help with her mother's
semiannual get rid of junk sale,
her little red Camry,
loaded to the windows
with a dozen varieties
of crap that, with luck
will be sold
for the grand amount
of maybe
three dollars and forty cents

assuming 28 miles per gallon
over the 517 miles
between
here and there and back, i anticipate
our weekend losses to be at least
50, but surely no more than 75
dollars, buy high,
sell low
capitalism
fit for the day

having scheduled myself for a
colonoscopy
early Monday morning,
i was given a pass on the trip

a desperate measure, perhaps,
but the procedure only lasts a couple of hours,
and given a free weekend besides,
it seems like a bargain
greater
than anything likely to be sold
at the garage
sale





Photo by Francina Hartstra




Here's a poem from our friend Barbara Moore.

Barbara was born in Danville, Virginia in 1948, but has lived in New York long enough to consider herself an almost native. She earned a B.A. from Hofstra University, majoring in English, and an M.S.W. from Fordham University. She has been a research assistant at Reader's Digest as well as a substance abuse counselor at Long Island College
Hospital.



The Model Child

I'm handicapped by etiquette
Hog-tied to the falseness
Of its swollen barren belly.
From time of understanding words,
Drilled into my head were these
"Mind your manners, child."

My playmates were spontaneous
In the moment, whole
I was to the side of things
Punctuating pauses with
"Please" and "thank you"

And like Red Riding Hood
"What a nice house you have"
"What a delicious dinner that was"
To the point where I never fully saw
I never completely savored

Editorializing, summing up
I was the last to leave
With the most words said
And the fewest feelings expressed

I'm handicapped by etiquette
Thank you for listening.





Photo by Francina Hartstra




My next poem is by Frank O'Hara from the book Meditations in an Emergency. The book was published by Grove Press in 1967.

O'Hara was born in Baltimore in 1926 and grew up in Massachusetts. He served in the South Pacific and Japan as a sonarman in the Navy during World War II and with the funding made available to veterans he attended Harvard University. Although he majored in music and did some composing, his attendance was irregular and his interests disparate. He regularly attended classes in philosophy and theology, while writing impulsively in his spare time. O'Hara was heavily influenced by visual art, and by contemporary music, which was his first love (he remained a fine piano player all his life and would often shock new partners by suddenly playing swathes of Rachmaninoff when visiting them). While at Harvard, HE began publishing poems in the Harvard Advocate. Despite his love of music, he changed his major and graduated from Harvard in 1950 with a degree in English.

He then attended graduate school at the University of Michigan and received his M.A. in English literature 1951. That autumn O'Hara moved into an apartment in New York City and soon after became employed at the front desk of the Museum of Modern Art and began to write seriously. Over the years he was active in the art world, working as a reviewer for Art News, and in 1960 was Assistant Curator of Painting and Sculpture Exhibitions for the Museum of Modern Art.

He was injured in 1966 in an accident on Fire Island in which he was struck by a man speeding in a beach vehicle He died the next day of a ruptured liver at the age of 40.



Romanze, or The Music Students

1

The rain, its tiny pressure
on you scalp, like ants
passing the door of a tobacconist.
"Hello!" they cry, their noses
glistening. They are humming
a scherzo by Tchyerepnin.
They are carrying violin cases.
With their feelers knitting
over their heads the blue air,
they appear at the door of
the Conservatory and cry "Ah!"
at the honey of its outpourings.
They stand in the street and hear
the curds drifting on the top
of the milk of the Conservatory doors.

2

the had though themselves
in Hawaii when suddenly the pines,
trembling with nightfulness,
shook them out of their sibilance.
The surf was full of outriggers
racing like slits in the eye of
the sun, yet the surf was full
of great black logs plunging, and
then the surf was full of needles.
The surf was bland and white,
as pine trees are white when,
in Paradise, no wind is blowing.

3

In Ann Arbor on Sunday afternoon
at four-thirty they went to an organ
recital: Messiaen, Hindemith, Czerny.
And in their ears a great voice said
"To have great music we must commission
it. To commission great music
we must have great commissioners."
There was a blast! and summer was over.

4

Rienzi! A rabbit is sitting in the hedge!
it is a brown stone! it is the month
of October! it is an orange bassoon!
They've been standing on the mountain
for forty-eight hours without flinching.
Well, they are soldiers, I guess,
and it is all marching magnificently by.





Photo by Francina Hartstra




Next I have three short poems from our friend and frequent contributor, Christopher T. George.

Chris was born in Liverpool, England in 1948 and first emigrated to the United States with his parents in 1955. He went back to Liverpool for, he says, a refresher on his Scouse accent, living with his grandparents while attending Rose Lane and Quarry Bank Schools. Chris returned to the U.S.A. in 1968 and has lived there ever since. He now lives in Baltimore, Maryland, near Johns Hopkins University with his wife Donna and two cats.

He is a frequently published poet, as well as the lyricist for Jack - The Musical, written with French composer Erik Sitbon, http://www.jack-themusical.com/. Chris is also an editor at Ripperologist magazine published in the UK, http://www.ripperologist.info.



Zero Hour

Were passengers
on Titanic munching
iceberg lettuce when
disaster struck?

Was anyone at
Hiroshima or Nagasaki
or Ground Zero thinking
of Zero Hour when the fiery
javelin pierced their hearts?


All Hail, Miss Dash!

To Emily Dickinson

Ah, right here in the very middle
of Garrison Keillor's Good Poems,
I meet you once again, Miss Dash,
your lovely "We grow accustomed--"
I'm waiting in the air-conditioned
quiet of the Marc train to pull
off--watch a Sleeping Beauty doze
with his Blackberry. And I'm here
writing this on the ripped-open
white of a money envelope! Ha!
All hail, Miss Dash--Godhead!
Keep conversing with our souls.


Union Station, D.C., 3:48 P.M.

Congressman Bluetooth berates
an intern, hands flapping,
guarding Samsonite luggage
like a mother barracuda.

Homeless man with ebony skin
touches each granite block.
Pencil-thin-moustache guy with
Stars and Striped tie pulls

a screwed-up ball of dollars
from deep within a pocket
of his baggy pants, scrutinizes
each bill, Marlboro on lip.





Photo by Francina Hartstra




Here's a follow-up on my garage sale poem, one I'm very proud of it since it isn't often someone figures out how to write a poem about a colonoscopy.



a ride on the Intestinal Falcon

they let me watch
the procedure on TV
as they were doing it,
kinda cool...
reminded me of that part
of the first Star Wars
when Hans Solo hid himself
and his ship
the Millennium Falcon
and the Princess and the rest
from the Imperial evildoer whosits
who were chasing them
in those little bug looking ships
and of course it wasn't a cave
but a gigantic worm's
gigantic worm hole
and whooooosh
they barely made it
and since it was the first of the series
we weren't sure they would

and
anyway
even though there weren't,
thank goodness,
any gigantic, hungry-for-a-space-ship
worms in my case, that part of the movie
came to mind as i watched the procedure

and
in the recovery bay
i was next to an old man singing
western ballads
in a creamy smooth Ray Price kind of voice

and
that was the best part
of the
morning





Photo by Francina Hartstra




Nikki Giovanni was born in Knoxville, Tennessee in 1943, and raised in Cincinnati, Ohio. In 1960, she entered Fisk University in Nashville, Tennessee, where she worked with the school's Writer's Workshop and edited the literary magazine. After receiving her bachelor of arts degree in 1967, she organized the Black Arts Festival in Cincinnati before entering graduate school at the University of Pennsylvania and Columbia University.

Her honors include three NAACP Image Awards for Literature in 1998, the Langston Hughes award for Distinguished Contributions to Arts and Letters in 1996, as well as more than twenty honorary degrees from national colleges and universities. She has been given keys to more than a dozen cities, including New York, Los Angeles, Dallas, Miami, and New Orleans.

Several magazines have named Giovanni Woman of the Year, including Essence, Mademoiselle, Ebony, and Ladies Home Journal. She was the first recipient of the Rosa Parks Woman of Courage Award. She has served as poetry judge for the National Book Awards and was a finalist for a Grammy Award in the category of Spoken Word.

She is currently Professor of English and Gloria D. Smith Professor of Black Studies at Virginia Tech, where she has taught since 1987.

This next poem is from her book My House, published by Quill in 1972.



A Poem for Carol

(May She Always Wear Red Ribbons)

when i was very little
though it's still true today
there were no sidewalks in lincoln heights
and the home we had on jackson street
was right next to a bus stop and a sewer
which didn't really ever become offensive
but one day from the sewer a little kitten
with one eye gone
came crawling out
though she never really came into our yard but just
sort of hung by to watch the folk
my sister who was always softhearted but able
to act effectively started taking milk
out to here while our father would only say
don't bring him home and everyday
after school i would rush home to see if she was still
there and if gary had fed her but i could never
bring myself to go near her
she was so loving
and so hurt and singularly beautiful and i knew
i had nothing to give that would
replace her one gone eye

and if i had named her which i didn't i'm sure
i would have called her Carol

[20 dec 71]


A Fishy Poem

i have nine guppies
there were ten but the mother died shortly
after the birth
the father runs up and down the aquarium
looking

at first i thought i wasn't feeding
them enough
so i increased and increased
until the aquarium was very very dirty
then i realized he was just a guppy
whose father was a goldfish
and he was only following
his nature

[11 jan 72]


The Wold Is Not a Pleasant Place to Be

the world is not a pleasant place
to be without
someone to hold and be held by

a river would stop
its flow if only
a stream were there
to receive it

an ocean would never laugh
if clouds weren't there
to kiss her tears

the world is not
a pleasant place to be without
someone

[17 feb 72]





Photo by Francina Hartstra




Nothing can lead a man to day dreams faster than the passage of a beautiful woman (especially when she's optional on a clothing optional beach).

Here's our friend Dan Cuddy to tell us about it.



Myth Of Venus

today
a poem comes out of the language
like Venus
riding a seashell
the zephyrs
pushing the very naked
naturally curvaceous
Botticelli babe
onto a 21st century beach
a nudist beach
and i
am wrapped in a towel
too much fat to fry in the sun
and a little old
none of my bathing suits fit
I just want to be incognito
catch a peak at the women au naturelle
feel free
unencumbered with clothes
that show I have no taste in clothes
Venus has a dimple on two cheeks
one on the face
one in another place
and she is so tan
she wasn't born yesterday
her skin is so smooth
a mole here or there
like an exclamation point
saying
the woman is real
just out of Penthouse's pool
dripping wet
brown eyes wonderfully smiling
and I would jump up
and say "hi"
if I knew her
and the lifeguard
with big muscles
wasn't guarding her life
her telephone number
her email address
I turn seaweed green with envy
watch them
kiss furiously
as violins come from somewhere
and a voice
gruff
a smoker's voice
With intermittent coughs
"this is my daughter
watch it"
I watched her
the goddess
of Black's Beach, California
and I said
"gawd, what a woman"
a disembodied voice said
"that's right fatso.
Only In your dreams."





Photo by Francina Hartstra




Several of my fellow poets on the Blueline Forum poem-a-day forum have begun writing alphabet poems.

I am enjoying reading their poems, but don't get much fun out of writing them myself. I did decide to try to do one though, and, being contrary as I often am, began at the ass-end of the alphabet rather than at the beginning.



cra-z

zounds!
cried the commizzar
of zucchinis,
zambonis,
zebras, zephyrs
and zinnias
known for their
zing
when plucked like a
string

who is it, the rascal,
who zipped off with my
zinckenite zippers,
truly zonked they must be

the zig zag papers a clue,
and the Zapata-mustache
and the double-chocolate brownie
zits,
surely signs
of a zeitgeist
surfer -
no zen needed
to know
the trees have fallen
in that forest

but
no fear,
the zeppelin is here,
so round up the
zubus
and my favorite zero gravity zoot suit
and the zulus
and the zunies
and all the zaftig cuties
who zone out on zirkons

and don't forget,
whatever you do,
my zydeco cd's for without them
i'm zilch,
a zoophyte or zooplankton at best

so
off we can go, bring me my zarf
and my snazzi zither
and i'll settle in for a traveling
snoozzzzze

leave this forsaken zek
to Zorro
and the his
Zoroastrianian
zealots

i don't want to be
the zorille at the party,
but i think it's time
to move on





Photo by Francina Hartstra




Here are three poems from the anthology Everywhere is Someplace Else, published by Plain View Press of Austin in 1998.


The first poem is by Margo LaGattuta an editor at Plain View Press at the time the anthology was published. She had published four books of her own and has appeared in numerous journals had won several national poetry awards.

LaGattuta received and MFA from Vermont College and, in 1998, was teaching writing at the University of Michigan (Flint).



Drawing Dirty Pictures

I knew it was something
really bad. Me and Douglas
Payea played on Sunday
morning while my parents
slept in. He lived five square
houses down, five little brick
houses, each with its own row
of round azalea bushes in front.

We hid in my yard, drawing people
and their private parts with ballpoint
pens on a yellow scratch pad from
my father's desk. I was the detail
person. He would draw the figures
and I would fill in the fancy parts,
like curly hair and round, red nipples.

There was the thrill of outlining
and filling in with parts we weren't
supposed to mention. There they
were - real naked bodies right
on paper. He'd scrunch up the sheet
and hide it in the bushes, chase me
around squealing, till we'd both fall.
Then I'd run back to take a look.

Taking a forbidden look at a piece
of wrinkled paper in the bushes
gave me a rush. Every car that drove
by was a threat. I'd duck down
in case it was the dirty picture cops.

I never wanted to look
at Douglas Payea after that.
I'd roller-skate past his house,
my eyes looking straight ahead.
I'd pretend not to even know him,
That all those lines and curls were
never real at all, and none of us
had any secret body parts
hidden underneath our clothes.



The next poem, is by Polly Opsahl, a postal worker and union activist when the anthology was published, writing regularly for the union newsletter. At the time, she was active in a number of poetry societies in Michigan.


Dreaming Postal

I dream of work again.
This time
we try to make a movie
of life in the P.O.
It features cave people,
The ones with the clubs are the bosses.

On a break from filming,
we visit the workroom floor.
A carrier approaches me
with the latest directive
issued by management.
Highlight in yellow,
it reads, French fries
may only be eaten
individually.

The carrier asks me
what it means. I admit
I am not sure.

The postmaster and I
review a portion of video
to make corrections before
shooting resumes.
Fluffy clouds shot
at time-lapse speed roll
across a slate blue sky.
George C. Scott,
dressed as General Patton,
drives a mail truck
up to a curbside box.
The address reads,
One Heaven Place,
with the name God
above. The general announces,
The Post Office -
where everyone receives
the same service
at the same price.


The postmaster shuts off the tape.
I remind her we need to view it all
so we know what recommendations
to make. No time, she says
and calls the carriers together.
We have a video to show you.
There will be no time for questions,
no time for answers, and no time
for popcorn. Just watch it
and get back to work.


She puts the tape in the VCR.
Snow crackles on the screen.
It's broken, she announces.
I'll just tell you what was in it.
She starts speaking in Latin.
I pull the tape from the machine,
examine it to see what's wrong.
The postmaster keeps talking,
doesn't notice that no one
can understand her.

I open the plastic cassette.
Someone has tied the tape in knots.



My last poem from the anthology is by Frances Downing Hunter. Hunter received her Ph.D. from the University of Mississippi and, at the time the anthology was published, taught English at Arkansas State University. She was a finalist in the 1997 Atlantic Review Poetry Competition and received an International Merit Award in Poetry in 1997.


Early Morning Music

That precious hour before the alarm's
assault, a crosstown train wails
like a late night jazz horn
riffing slowly toward morning.
Closer now, the staccatoed
rumbling of wheels on tracks
drums the back beat as a bird
closer still, picks up a high note,
holds it, then scats home.
Slow rain thumbs the bass.

Inside our wooden cocoon
the black dog stretches,
retracts, as the man slumbers.
Wishboned around me, both
breathe in rhythmic counterpoint
to melody, as i search
for a space, an opening to stretch,
an unbound leg to tap.





Photo by Francina Hartstra




Sitting in a coffee shop looking for interesting people, someone who suggests a story, and you look and there they are - that's what I do.



Gabriel

a very tall man
walks in,
a very old man
moving
very slowly, his shorts
reveal knees crisscrossed
with scars

and above it all,
a large, rectangular head,
like an Easter Island
head, but with a rockhard grace
to his his face,
a "visage" one might better say
to describe a continence
of such strength
and character

a white thatch of hair
combed back,
white eyebrows
above deep-set eyes,
and a neat, white mustache
covering a broad upper lip

a face from Bergman,
the face of Death playing chess

a face from Fellini,
the face of Quinn's strongman

a face from Scorsese,
el capo de tutti capi, boss
of all the bosses

such a face
to face
in a bookstore
at 10 in the morning

i look around for the cameras
and, finding none,
think i might have seen the face
of a fallen angel,
an aged Gabriel, stripped
of his youth and light,
humanity showing through
the bones
of his former glory

then
from nowhere,
another face, a mother enters
with her young son, blond
with deep-set eyes, the saddest eyes
i have ever seen

Gabriel, again,
returned to childhood, though still with
the memories
of all the sadness he has ever seen





Photo by Francina Hartstra




Poet Norman Stock is the author of Buying Breakfast for My Kamikaze Pilot, published by Gibbs Smith in 1994 as winner of the Peregrine Smith Poetry Contest.

Since 1984 he has received several awards for his poetry, including the Writer's Voice New Voice Award, Poets and Writers New York to the Heartland Award, and the Poetry Prize of the Bennington Writing Workshops. He has been a National Arts Club Scholar and Alan Collins Fellow at the Bread Loaf Writers' Conference, a Tennessee Williams Scholar at the Sewanee Writers' Conference, and has been nominated twice for a Pushcart Prize.

Stock's poetry has been published in a number of journals and anthologies. He lives in New York City and works as a librarian at Montclair State University in New Jersey.

I have two poems from his book, the first, the title poem.



Buying Breakfast for My Kamikaze Pilot

she always takes us down for a crash landing
I don't know whey she does it
am I the enemy is she
it's hard to tell on this particular morning
but I buy her breakfast anyway I give her all I have
and she gives me all she is whether in anger or love
as we go crashing through the breakfast plates upsetting
     the orange juice and eggs
and the coffee shop becomes our battleground where we
     both die together holding on to each other for dear
     sweet fucking life


My White Wife

my white wife
looks at me funny, and says, when will you change
I can't help it, I say, I have always been like this
although I never noticed it, until I met you
I am not white, she says, and you are not black
as usual, you have exaggerated the situation till it is
     impossible for us to talk
but we are married, I say, you and I and all the others
the others? she says, there you go again
oh, you know what I mean, I say with a cunning smile
get lost, she says, please get out of my life
so soon? I say, out! she says, away! I am not married to
     anyone
then I will take my blackness, I say, taking my blackness
and I will go with it to another, and I will never come back
good riddance! she says happily, and you can take my
     whiteness with you, since only you can see it
thank you, I say, but I will need another white wife, the
     the embodiment, not just the quality
you and your fantasies! she says contemptuously, go already,
     go, please go
all right, I say, all right, I'm going, but you will be sorry
     someday
there was something in it for you, too, you know
but already she has forgotten me, has turned away so
     completely, I can barely see her standing there
and suddenly I am not longer black and she is no longer
     white and nothing exists except the space we stand in
this is worse than I thought it would be, I say, but it is also
     better, considering what could have happened, I
     guess it's time to move on





Photo by Francina Hartstra




Sometimes it's just too damn hard to be gracious about other people's failings. Like this.



take this woman, please

she's driving me
crazy today,
swing from the trees
and pound my chest
nuts

i come here in the morning
because it's quiet
and i can read my Times
and write my poem -
not in a cone of silence,
that's too quiet - but
in the soft sonic swell
of people
in quiet conversation,
interesting
people,
or at least interesting
looking people,
subjects of many a poem

but not when she's working
behind the counter,
she and her loud
bray
of a voice
that never gets beyond
inane,
corpuscular
in its intelligent reference
to anything
beyond the mundane,
beyond her own bloated ego,
like living in a haze
of the mindless
tweets
of 13 year olds

and so damn loud
she can't be ignored

better an hour
of fingernail scratching
on a blackboard
than another minute of this

i'm going to a movie





Photo by Francine Hartstra




Next I have two poems from the anthology Across State Lines, a free publication ot The American Poetry & Literacy Project, free that is unless you get it at a used-books store where you pay $3.98.

The book collects poems about the fifty states from different poets, some very well known and some you never heard of before. The poems I selected for this issue are for the two "north" states, North Carolina and North Dakota.



The first poem is by Kathryn Stripling Byer.


NORTH CAROLINA

From Mountain Time

Up here in the mountains
we know what extinct means. We've seen
how our breath on a bitter night
fades like a ghost from the window glass.
We know the wolf's game.
The panther. We've heard the old stories
run down, stutter out
into silence. Who knows where we're heading?
All roads seem to lead
to Millennium, dark roads with drop-offs
we can't plumb. It's time to be brought up short
now with the tale-tellers' Listen: There once lived
a woman named Delphia
who walked through these hills teaching children
to read. She was known as a quilter
whose hand never wearied, a mother
who raised up two daughters to pass on
her words like a strong chain of stitches.
Imagine her sitting among us,
her quick thimble moving along these lines
as if to hear every word striking true
as the stab of her needle through calico.
While prophets discourse about endings,
don't you think she'll tell us the world as we know it
keeps calling us back to beginnings?
This labor to make our words matter
is what any good quilter teaches.
A stitch in time, let's say.
a blind stitch
that clings to the edges
of what's left, the ripped
scraps and remnants. whatever
won't stop taking shape even though the whole
crazy quilt's falling to pieces




The second poem from Across State Lines is by Roland Flint.


NORTH DAKOTA

Early Cutting
For Ed Elderman

When they take the winter wheat at home
all the other crops are green.
In granaries and tight truck boxes
farm boys are slow scoop-shovel metronomes
singing harvest deep in the grain.

The old men come out to watch, squat in the stubble,
break a lump of dirt and look at it on their hands,
and mumbling kernels of the sweet hard durum,
they think how it survived the frozen ground
unwinding at last to this perfect bread
of their mouths.

Where they call it the Red River Valley of the North
there are no mountains,
the floor is wide as a glacial lake - Agassiz,
the fields go steady to the horizon,
sunflower, potato, summerfallow, corn,
and so flat that a shallow ditch
can make the tractor drivers think of Columbus
and the edge.





Photo by Francina Hartstra




Our friend Walter Durk was born in New York City, lived in Asia and numerous places in the United States. His work has appeared in "Here and Now" a number of times. Here's his latest.



Requiescat in Pace

In the holy hush of ceremonial air
suffused in smoke of wandering souls
sits a woman in a forward pew,
(the mother of the boy who's here today.)
She kneels in homage to his passing soul,
freed from his body where it now lay.

Hush, hush.
Let Dies Irae play.
Let myrrh thicken turbid air,
and thuribles sound their tinkling sounds
while aspergillums spray their holy spray.
And let the mother pray:

Ah! that day of tears and mourning!
From the dust of earth returning
man for judgment must prepare him;
Spare, O God, in mercy spare him!





Photo by Francina Hartstra




This next poem was the first poem in my 25th 30-day poem a day cycle at Blueline's "House of 30". That might seem like a lot of poems, but only if you don't know that one of my fellow poets on this poem-a-day exercise is in her 50th cycle - that's like 1,500 hundred poems in 1,500 days. That's Alice Folkart, our perpetual poetry machine, the Energizer Bunny of poets, who appears in "Here and Now" often.

Anyway, here's my first in my paltry 25th.



first step

so now
it's the beginning
of a new chapter and i don't know
what i'm going to do with it first

but that's the way
it has always been with me

i've always set my goals
twenty or thirty steps ahead,
not worrying too much about each new step
as long it goes in a direction
taking me closer to the last step


like maybe
the first step today
would be to note the fresh breeze
that cools the beginning of what will be
a very hot day in June

and the way the nature of the day changes
as Reba and i walk from cloud cover
to sun and back again, the way
our whole walk is done in splotches
of hot and cool, dark and dazzling light

every well remembered marker along the way
noted by each of us for our own reasons,
the shaded alcove
where there are always squirrels,
the shaded alcove
where Reba always wants to stop,
hoping, i'm sure,
that some day the squirrels will get too close
as they mock her,
close enough that she can reach them
and mete out her revenge for their disrespect

or the Gap for Kids,
with the headless dummies
in the window, a display of finely dressed
decapitated
children,
gruesome and grotesque,
thinking how i, as a child, could only
have been dragged screaming into a store
where they might chop off my head,
too much like the Brothers Grimm
to ever be entered without trepidation

and thus it is, our morning walk,
each of us, as we pass our familiar way,
finding our own fascinations -
routine, broken this morning by birds
in aerial combat, a larger bird, a blackbird,
maybe, chased through the morning sky
by three smaller birds, attacking, dive bombing,
nipping with beak and talons as they pass

the small birds, attacking in flurries of fury,
like hawks,
but too small

a mystery for the morning





Photo by Francina Hartstra




I end this week's issue on a sad note.

Those of us who post our poetry regularly on the Blueline Forum's "House of 30" were saddened this past week to learn of the passing of fellow House mate Rosalie "Connie" J. Walker.

Connie, in her 71st year, had lived a full and active life. A graduate of West High School in Columbus, Ohio, and Grant Hospital School of Nursing, Connie was a nurse in the U.S. Navy, also serving as a nurse at King Faisal Hospital in Riyadh, Saudi Arabia and at Grant and Mt. Carmel Hospitals mainly in the ICCU. She was a resident of Bremerton, Wa for 18 years before returning to Columbus.

Connie had a passion for writing and teaching poetry, and enjoyed knitting, reading, solving crossword puzzles and traveling the world. Restricted due to poor health to staying close to home during her late years, she wrote beautiful nature poems from her memory of all the places she had been and all the beautiful things she had seen.

I close this issue this week with several tribute poems from her "House of 30" colleagues.



Beginning with Thane Zander, a New Zealand poet and frequent contributor to “Here and Now."


Connie's TributeI

In the winter of your life dear friend
you would bring summer to my eyes,
your spring would bubble eternal
and when the fall approached,
ever cheerful.

In the trees that surround you we find
birdsong, and leaves of colour,
in the plants of your house, a poem.

Now you are at rest, your poetry a lingering flavour,
your words spread across a tableau of the universal,
you remain in our hearts, in our minds, in time,
a special person who touched all with her grace.

I learnt from you Connie
and that's the biggest grace you had to offer,
may you rise and star in your new life
as surely you must.



And next, our Hawaiian poet, Alice Folkart.


Connie on a Camel

Connie,
I always think of you
riding a camel
across a dry desert,
entering the black tent
of a nomad chief,
fearless, adventurous,
observing all with
an open mind
and a loving heart.

I always think of you
making music
out of everything,
out of the heat and dust,
our of the dangers,
out of the sand storms,
and the questionable food,
because that's what
you were there for,
to live and to love it.

In the years we knew you,
you sat in your cozy home,
watching the seasons change,
the birds leave and return,
the trees explode in color,
go naked, and reclothe in green,
the snows come and go,
crafting it all into
graceful poems that put us by your side.

You may not be able
to tell us what you're seeing
where you are now,
although if anyone could,
it would be you,
but we hope that it's beautiful,
and are sure that even there,
your poetry and kind heart
will be treasured.



And we have this poem from Connie's friend from New York, Helen V. Lundt.


Connie's Journey

If thoughts and love of nature
were to make their way around the world
as seeds fly from flower to fertile soil
implanting themselves for next season,

If nimble fingers were to soar over computer keys
in spite of physical discomfort - ignoring pain
to surpass it with written sights of the world
so others may view her love of life,

If the sands of time in her world changed
as she changed, one would not have known.
For Connie kept it to herself, the seeds
of her arts renewal continuing their journey.

Her journey will keep on growing, keep on going
and her love of a new life will continue each season,
especially as new flowers blossom and bloom.
For she is remembered as a nature lover by so many.


And this poem from our friend from the Pacific Northwest, Gary Blankenship


For Connie

Through your eyes, I saw the hickory turn
along the frosted banks of the Ohio,
climbed the mounds and heard the tribes pray,
saw the geese wind South as winter drew near.

Now, I hear the loons cry in their mourning,
the last wolf howl his despair you've passed,
the moose bow, the whitetail, beaver, rabbit,
the northern lakes freeze in their sorrow.

We will plant a buckeye along the far shore,
and morning read your poems to the North star.


And finally, one from me.


Dear Connie

Dear Connie,
I walked with you
Through the fields and forests
And streams and quiet meadows
Of your memory

I walk with you still,
But in my memory, now,
And every shaded grove
That offers me respite
From the heat of summer's sun;
Every broad field of wildflower color
That brings pleasure to my day:
Every gold leaf that falls
In Autumn's transition;
All these natural glories
Passed unseen before,
I will see them now with your eyes
And be reminded of you,





Photo by Francina Hartstra




And so ends this week's post of "Here and Now."

I'll back in a week with more poetry and pretty pictures. I haven't done that much work on the next issue yet, but so far it looks like I'll have poems by Luci Tapahonso, Charles Bukowski, Marilyn Hacker, and at least one poet new to me, the Greek poet C. P. Cavafy. Who knows what else might slip in.

Until we get there, remember, all of the work presented in this blog remains the property of its creators. The blog itself was produced by and is the property of me...allen itz.

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